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Life As I Know It by i8pancakes96, literature

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Life As I Know It

I look at myself in a mirror Repeating my name to my reflection Many days I find myself staring, But I often only see what once was me. Radiant blue eyes in just the right light Mixed with gray as time has passed. I've seen enough pain But I won't claim any rewards. My life isn't the worst But that won't keep me from mourning the dead And hiding from the sharks that try to pull me down each day. I wish my eyes never faded to gray. Society shamed me Played me But in the end it made me Stronger than I could ever be Wiser than I could ever know A loyal friend wherever I go, And I've learned to move on I've learned to hold my head up high And l

I Conquered On My Own by i8pancakes96, literature

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I Conquered On My Own

Many years have passed me by, Making me wiser than I ever strived to become All that I have been through, you cannot see Because when you look at me, my eyes are doors Instead of windows and they are padlocked shut. But for once I would like to receive some understanding, Some acknowledgment from the universe that while there exists Worse than my every plight, a fight is a fight and for now I am winning as I brave storms as simple as the rude classmate Sitting close to me, and as complicated and tragic As the sudden passing of kin. I battle my demons Every day of my life, from insecurity to insomnia to Fire breathers that lurk in the shadows

Second Chance by i8pancakes96, literature

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Second Chance

Take these fallen tears from me as we speak of who we used to be. Looking back I understand that change is truly inevitable. Time has taken us in its current and washed us up onshore anew. As I look at you I think I see the person I used to wish you would be. Lately I have been thinking too much, perhaps we were only far too young and we could try again. I've learned all too well that hope is fatal so I don't expect much at all. But perhaps we could try again. Do you think we could go back, back before it all began and begin it all again? I've heard second chances are always mistakes and the past should stay in the past. But I don't belie

Cherish You by i8pancakes96, literature

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Cherish You

Author's Note: My mom's fiance (my "stepdad") died on January 14, 2014. I wrote this poem/song on February 7, 2014. It's called "Cherish You" I hope you like it...I'd love some feedback... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Everything you did, you did with love. Love for people, love for knowledge, love for the skies above. And everything you did was not in vain. You inspired, you created. Your words were like the rain because when you spoke, everyone heard you. The words you said always soaked in. And when you spoke, you were inspiring, you gave the world a chance to win. So I’ll raise a glass to your name and I&rs

Ode to Courage by i8pancakes96, literature

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Ode to Courage

Ode to Courage Courage is not fearlessness, for fearlessness does not exist. One cannot slay fear, only conquer it, only prove to it who the true warrior is. You are the warrior. This perfectly imperfect world is so full of warriors who can triumph over the plague that is fear, but who perceive themselves only as frightened peasants, as ordinary and trivial people who possess no power and no courage. Fear blinds a person from what could be the way winter freezes and kills the greenery and replaces it all with cold white glitter and sheets of icy mirrors. This dark winter, its icy breath scalding the hearts and minds of those who pass throu

Teenage Nightmare by i8pancakes96, literature

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Teenage Nightmare

It’s pathetic, you’re trying to get me back I know it’s over, go break someone else’s heart You know I hate you So get out of my face now, now Before you met me I was just fine Now things are kinda heavy You made me die So now this February I'll find a new Valentine, valentine You should stop talking now I don't want your "love" So just turn around now you and I We'll be apart forever 'Cause you make me Feel like everything’s a nightmare the way you break my heart I can’t sleep I wanna run and never look back and never look back My heart breaks when you say my name You said bye, I couldn’t believe

I'll Always... by i8pancakes96, literature

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I'll Always...

Even though we're not together I'll wait for you I'll wait forever Because I love you enough To let you go I love you more Than you even know And if you're not sure I'll give you more space It isn't working But it could work later Maybe we just need To wait 'til we're older So if you come to me A few years from now And ask to be with me I know somehow I'll always say yes to you I'll try to let go But it will be impossible For my love to disappear Because I'll always love you I'll always want you here With me again, you know You're everything I fear Because you're everything I love And I'm scared I love you Goodbye for now We'll be friend's

We're Done Again (Goodbye) by i8pancakes96, literature

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We're Done Again (Goodbye)

I feel like I can't breathe I know that I can't sleep when I'm thinking about you Who ever knew that things would happen this way Can't we hold on for one more day? I feel like I can't see 'Cause I know you're confusing me when you say you don't love me you don't love me anymore this isn't working This isn't working anymore I'll always love you but we've said goodbye before I don't wanna leave you but I can't take this anymore so I'll say the words that you haven't said... We're done again We'll always be friends you know that it's true But I'll always be in love with you But I gotta let go Gotta try to move on Maybe it could work when we'

Just Some Of The Things I Love About You by i8pancakes96, literature

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Just Some Of The Things I Love About You

Dear Love, I love your brown eyes, The way you laugh and the way you cry, I love when you smile, I love how your eyes light up when you have something funny to say and how even the sound of your voice or the sight of your smile can light up someone's day These are just some of the many things that I really love about you I love how you squeak when someone pokes you in the side and how you gasp when you're surprised I love your jokes and your funny stories even when most others don't I want you to know that These are just some of the many things that I really love about you I love the feel of your hand in mine and the way you smile at me I

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Just Some Of The Things I Love About You

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Zodiac Meme.. because fuck you.. by DeathFlowerSacrifice, journal

Zodiac Meme.. because fuck you..

Feb 20, 2014

I might have stolen this from ~i8pancakes96 (https://www.deviantart.com/i8pancakes96) Aries [x] You love adventure. [ ] You are very energetic. [ ] Confident and enthusiastic. [x] You're sharp and quick minded. [x] Passionate. [x] You can be self-centred at times. [ ] You are quick tempered. [x] Impulsive. [x] Procrastinator. [x] You take unnecessary risks. Total: 7 Taurus [x] Reliable. [x] You have lots of patience. [x] You are very determined. [ ] Your mind is very secured. [x] It's easy for you to become jealous. [ ] You can be resentful. [x] You can become greedy at times. [ ] You are rigid. [ ] You want to go in the business industry. [x] You are

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Nov 13, 1996
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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Emily | 21 | Bisexual | Media/Communications major

I don't do much on this platform anymore but I might begin using it more often again soon, we'll see. Right now I am active on Tumblr, particularly on my Sanders Sides blog where I have been making video edits, moodboards, etc., and I just created an Archive Of Our Own account where I hope to start posting fics on as I have not written fics in a long time (I have begun posting my first one already).

Follow me on Tumblr:
Person blog: emilynoti
Sanders Sides side blog: chemicallyimbalanced-shadowling

Follow me on AO3: emmaleenoti

Favourite Visual Artist

Yuumei.deviantart.com, http://pixiecold.deviantart.com/, my brother, and several others; it depends on the art.

Favourite Movies

Inception, Harry Potter, Hunger Games, In Time, X-Men: First Class, Little Shop of Horrors, Chicago, The Best Little Whorehouse in Texas, Rocky Horror Picture Show, and LOTS of other movies...LOTS.

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural, Glee, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, The Fosters

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Alice Invictus (youtube), Adam Lambert, Black Veil Brides, My Chemical Romance, Falling in Reverse, Maura O'Connel, The Capernters, James Blunt, Antony and The Johnsons, Disturbed, Marilyn Manson, Marianas Trench, Walk the Moon, etc. etc.

Favourite Books

House of Night, The Hunger Games, Harry Potter, The Mortal Instruments, The Infernal Devices, Fahrenheit 451, Animorphs, Spiderwick, etc. etc.

Favourite Writers

Cassandra Clare, Holly Black, J.K. Rowling, P.C. and Kristin Cast, John Green, Suzanne Collins, Edgar Allen Poe, etc. etc.

Favourite Games

Skyrim, World of Warcraft, Sims 3, Beyond: Two Souls

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3, Computer, XBox 360

Tools of the Trade

pencil, paper, pen, my mind, music, camera, computer

Other Interests

reading, writing, anime, video games, computer, playing the violin, etc.